Sesaat...

sesaat sebelum pagi tiba
sesaat sebelum kantukku datang
sesaat sebelum kusadar
sesaat sebelum dia pergi
sesaat sebelum ku sendiri
sesaat itu memang hanya sesaat
yang tiba hanya sesaat
kemudian lenyap

aku kembali sendiri
aku kembali sepi
aku kembali tau
aku kembali mengerti

kalau aku memang tersendirikan
dan dalam hidup yang hanya sesaat ini
harus kuhadapi
dan pasti harus belajar untuk kunikmati!!!

For you i will...

when you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough,
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

*for someone out there...

01.03 AM

hmm... ada yang gak bener niy.... :(

Because Of U...!!!

"Because of u my life has changed, thank u for the love and the joy u bring,
Because of u I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of u....."

Today Is...

8 years mom's death...

miss u so mom...

Hikssss...

always love u...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY…

Light your candles and close your eyes, Make a wish, looking up to the skies, That your dreams and hopes all come true, And a life full of happiness comes to you.

Make sure the wish is from the heart, For deep inside it will never part. Now blow the fire out with all your strength, For only you know your own heart's length. Light your candles and close your eyes, Make a wish looking up to the skies, For that moment I pray they all come true, That is my birthday wish to you...

*To My Friend "RRJ" Happy Birthday to You...

...SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN...

Segenap jiwa lantunkan kemerduan suara hati
Lembut mengalun sambut hari bahagiamu
Segala panjat doa dan harap terukir untukmu
Semoga tercapai segala cita dan cintamu
Sambutlah hari indah bahagia…
Panjang umur untukmu...

*To My Brother IJAL Happy Birthday...

"................."

Telah jauh, ku terjatuh
Pedihnya luka di dasar jurang kecewa
Dan kini sampailah, aku disini...
Yang cuma ingin diam, duduk di tempatku
Menanti seorang yang biasa saja
Segelas air di tangannya, kala kuterbaring... sakit
Yang sudi dekat, mendekap tanganku
Mencari teduhnya dalam mataku
Dan berbisik : "Pandang aku, kau tak sendiri"
Dan demi Tuhan, hanya itulah yang
Itu saja kuinginkan

Telah lama, kumenanti
Satu malam sunyi untuk kuakhiri
Dan usai tangis ini, aku kan berjanji...
Untuk diam, duduk di tempatku
Menanti seorang yang biasa saja
Segelas air di tangannya, kala kuterbaring... sakit
Menentang malam, tanpa bimbang lagi
Demi satu dewi yang lelah bermimpi
Dan berbisik : "Selamat tidur, tak perlu bermimpi bersamaku..."

How Valuable someone who you call “my love”

When a GIRL is quiet … millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing … she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions … she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ” I’m fine ” after a few seconds … she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you … she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest … she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday… she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ” I love you ” … she means it.
When a GIRL says ” I miss you ” … no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person …. Find a guy … who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who … kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about u and how lucky he is to have u. Who turns to his friends and says, ” That’s her!! “